Oh look, women are idiots, too.

I really don’t get some of the things girls do. I’m starting to think I might be some sort of alien.

I’m starting this post with a pretty self-explanatory statement.
I’m a self-made loner.
The part I crossed out is questionable.

I don’t get along with anyone, I’m way too different. And the idea of having girlfriends has proven to be disastrous so far. I really don’t do anything, I swear.

I don’t like big groups of people because:
1. they’re noisy
2. I don’t feel like I get to spend time with the people I wanted to originally spend time with.

I turn down most invitations to go out because most of my “friends” go out in huge groups of people and they hang out in malls (noisy places, blekh), and I never go to parties for the same reasons. They’re not really mu cup of tea, either.
So, basically, I think people have gotten tired of inviting me, cause my answer is basically always “no”. Therefore, I’m never included in any of my “friend“‘s plans.

Wait, I haven’t gotten to the sad part yet.
It actually doesn’t bother me.

Or at least it didn’t, till today. A friend was bothered by me for not going out with her for our Easter vacation. So, being the awesome person I am (complete sarcasm), I decided to go out with her and 3 guys, 2 of which I know. I was introduced to someone new. We got along and all.
A bunch of my friends went out today, and he happened to be there, so he asked that girl why I hadn’t come. And she said “Oh, she’s studying she couldn’t make it.”
That drove me up the wall.

Cause first, I never mentioned anything about studying.
And second, I was never told anything or invited to go out.
So, what the fuck?

It just happens to be a bit low.
Why? Just why? That’s really all I want to know.
Why the fuck would you act like you invited me and make up some excuse for why I wasn’t there?
Is it that hard to say “Oh, I didn’t tell her”?

Why have you been acting like I’m a threat whenever we go out? Is it because I’m a new face and people are genuinely interested by that, at least at first? I’m not an attention grabber or anything, it’s not like I steal the spotlight and gather everyone around me and start telling campfire stories and giggling and hitting guys’ shoulders every now and then playfully.

I don’t even talk when we’re in groups unless I’m spoken to. So, where do you feel threatened? Just enlighten me, please.

I seriously don’t get girls and how they think, and the thing is, I’m 65% sure this is unconscious. So, what the fuck?

Seriously. What the fuck?

"I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings, even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn’t guarantee that others will be good people, too. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away."

Unknown (via kari-shma)

(Source: kari-shma)

"That paradox would begin to run my life: to know that what you are doing is hurting you, maybe killing you, and to be afraid of that fact—but to cling to the idea that this will save you, it will, in the end, make things okay."

Marya Hornbacher, Wasted (via iloseeverything)

(Source: st4yg0ld, via goodbyesoul)

Some girls just think every single guy out there is born to fall in love with them.

Reality check: SOME GUYS ARE GOING TO NOT FUCKING LIKE YOU. DEAL WITH IT.

"Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings — always darker, emptier, simpler."

Nietzsche (via opendaylight)

(Source: amberrhands, via goodbyesoul)

Don’t you all miss my quote spams?

"There comes a point in a relationship when you realize that you trust someone enough to let them keep their secrets."

Robert Brault (via beryl-azure)

(via goodbyesoul)

"You’ll meet her. She’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her."

Pan’s Labryrinth (via kylethemountainman)

Feeling sleepy right after making plans.

I don’t need anything to encourage me to cancel out.
I already do that all by myself, thanks a lot.

Men are stupid.

Seriously.
I think I came to that conclusion a while back. I probably just needed “evidence” or whatever. And guess what?
I finally fucking got it.
I have proof.
Men are idiots who think with their penis. It’s definite, really.

If you don’t like someone, you would try avoiding them. Sounds normal, right?
But no, that’s not how things work.
“Oh, you know, I really don’t like her and I’m always mean to her and she irritates me and she’s had a crush on me for god knows how many years, but I’m going to go out with her tonight just for the sake of it. All alone. Cause you know, that won’t lead her on or anything. And it definitely won’t make her want to hold on to me even more. Nope, not at all”
Are you stupid?

Do you have any idea how a human brain works? I mean, come on, there can’t be much of a difference between a woman and a man.
What is your problem?
Do you use any ounce of your logic?
Do you even have logic?!

She probably fucking fantasizes about you every single night. She probably dreams of having little baby you’s all over her house.
And you’re not doing anything to help the situation.

Does it make you happy that there are girls out there who are dying to get any ounce of your attention?
Does it satisfy you and fill up your insecurities?
Seriously, man.

And I’m not talking about one man over here, even though ^ all that was about one dude.

They’re stupid, in general.
Just because you come up to me and tell me you’re going to ask some girl out (who you don’t even happen to like), it really doesn’t mean I’m going to fucking come to the stupid realization that “Oh my god, I’m in love with you and I have been all along” and dump my current boyfriend and declare my supposed undying love towards you.
No matter how many times you mention that youre “going to ask her out today! Today’s the day!”, it won’t change anything. I will always wish you luck and let you be.
I wont become jealous all of a sudden, because seriously, there’s nothing to be jealous of.
So, please, stop trying.